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I'm a planner. Which is actually a nice way of saying I really, really like to have control of my life. My friend told me last week to turn off my "N" (intuitive-gotta love Myers Briggs) and be a little more "S" (sensory), living life now, not looking so far out and working my way back. He nailed it. How will this decision I make now look in two weeks, 6 months, 5 years? And if I can't see it, or don't like the way I think it will look, I don't do it.

What I have found though is that the COOLEST things happen when I DON'T plan. When I just go with the flow, to be all cliche. point taken.


So I've decided to let go of the life I've planned...eh...controlled. And to just live. Every.single.moment. I'm not sure exactly what that looks like, but then again, I guess that's the point. :)